The first poem I wrote in the institution I was in:



Shattered Thoughts


I control the world,
My thoughts control their minds.
My mind is filled with pain
That is burning me inside.

Voices mix with thoughts
That inundate my brain.
This is my song that I sing to the world-
Stolen thoughts, and shattered voices,
A shattered mind, and eerie madness.

My song I sing
Is of voices screaming,
Calling out my name,
And crying in my ears.
Shattered thoughts,
Shattered minds,
My thoughts control the world.

I control the world.
People manipulate my thoughts, and
My identity is robbed.
This is my song that
I sing to the world,
Shattered thoughts, and broken dreams.


I control the world.
The world controls my thoughts.
Eyes penetrate mine,
As tears fall that cannot be seen.

My identity has been robbed, and
This song I sing to the world is one
Of eerie madness, an empty heart that
Cannot love, a lost soul
Who owns a life that cannot live, and a
Wounded sprit that cannot weep-
This is the song I sing to the world- nowhere to run,
Nowhere to hide…


Claudia Krizay (schizoclaud)







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